Remember: Misery Loves Company!
Hey my beautiful ladies and gents. How are you?!! Me? Well I am just fantastic. I am happy to be back in my happy place. Writing makes me feel at peace you know? It's just something that I really enjoy doing. And I hope that you guys enjoy my pieces as much as I do. Every word is well felt, when I write it's with a purpose behind it. I am not the "perfect writer" but I have been blessed with a way of words. So with that being said...
Let's jump straight to it.
So this month, July, has had its toll on me honey. The vibe and energy I have been getting since the beginning of the month has not been the best but I still manage to make it through. I have noticed that my eating habits has changed. My moods has been up and down. I am VERY tired all the time and I am not sure why. Until today... It had hit me.
This time last year I was very sick to the point I was bed bound. I couldn't eat for a week and a half. I was throwing up and sh**tting at the same time. Sorry I had to create a visual but you get my draft. I later found out my colon inflamed and it took two hospital visits to figure that out. I have never been that sick in my life and I never knew why the first thing the doctor asked me was, AM I STRESSED?
What does being stressed have to do with the fact that my colon inflamed???
I had to ask myself, Kayla... Are you stressed???
Why would I be? What's stressing me out??
We tend to get so drowned in our sorrows that we fail to realize that it is hurting us. Mentally, emotionally, physically, spiritually. We are so numbed to the pain that we are immune to the poison. That poison is called MISERY and honey she loves company!! Misery can have that affect on you. To the point where you are blind to the fact that you are drowning and you have fallen so hard that you don't know what it feels like to get back up!
Why did you get to that point? Why did you allow yourself to get to that point? When did you leave the door open for misery to come in?? Why did you leave that door open? In order to live a happy life you have to let go of the misery in your life. It cannot reside there anymore!! LET IT GO! Tell misery you will not be its company and it has to GO NOW!
Take control of your life. You create your own reality and if living in misery is the life you imagined for yourself then honey you just don't know what you're capable of just yet.
Life is all about love, happiness, peace, and joy.
Doesn't that sound better than M I S E R Y ....
It sounds PRETTY boring to me. I rather go the love, happiness, peace and joy route! Sounds less stressful to me. Acknowledge what is hindering your spirit right now. Is it a bad relationship? Your job is stressing you out but you need the money in order to survive? Bills is just piling up? Remember you can take every negative and turn it into a positive, you know this right?? I hope you do. No matter what is thrown at you, YOU MUST KNOW, that you have control over what manifest and what doesn't.
You and your boyfriend not getting along, and you know you want to leave but you're still holding on, and it's hurting you in the process. You're not happy anymore, you guys are always fighting, you can't stand each other any more. What do you do? Do you sacrifice your happiness to hold on to a relationship that you know won't work out? Or do you just put on your big girl panties and just leave? Do you give misery the company that she wants? Or you are you going to tell misery you're tired of fighting and its just best you guys broke up?
Don't give misery that satisfaction of your life. Your life is way to precious to live a life under a dark cloud all the time. It's draining. And not satisfying either. I found myself entertaining misery because of what happened last year. But I had to come to realization that I have came a long way! I am healed. I am happy. And living stress free!! I refuse to let misery make me bed bound again. Misery tried it but I kicked misery right in the a** and told her to get on with her life.
Tell yourself I love me. Misery can't reside here!!
I love you guys!! Stay up! Don't let nothing ruin your vibe or your energy!! You are fantastic if no one hasn't told you today!!
Let's jump straight to it.
So this month, July, has had its toll on me honey. The vibe and energy I have been getting since the beginning of the month has not been the best but I still manage to make it through. I have noticed that my eating habits has changed. My moods has been up and down. I am VERY tired all the time and I am not sure why. Until today... It had hit me.
This time last year I was very sick to the point I was bed bound. I couldn't eat for a week and a half. I was throwing up and sh**tting at the same time. Sorry I had to create a visual but you get my draft. I later found out my colon inflamed and it took two hospital visits to figure that out. I have never been that sick in my life and I never knew why the first thing the doctor asked me was, AM I STRESSED?
What does being stressed have to do with the fact that my colon inflamed???
I had to ask myself, Kayla... Are you stressed???
Why would I be? What's stressing me out??
We tend to get so drowned in our sorrows that we fail to realize that it is hurting us. Mentally, emotionally, physically, spiritually. We are so numbed to the pain that we are immune to the poison. That poison is called MISERY and honey she loves company!! Misery can have that affect on you. To the point where you are blind to the fact that you are drowning and you have fallen so hard that you don't know what it feels like to get back up!
Why did you get to that point? Why did you allow yourself to get to that point? When did you leave the door open for misery to come in?? Why did you leave that door open? In order to live a happy life you have to let go of the misery in your life. It cannot reside there anymore!! LET IT GO! Tell misery you will not be its company and it has to GO NOW!
Take control of your life. You create your own reality and if living in misery is the life you imagined for yourself then honey you just don't know what you're capable of just yet.
Life is all about love, happiness, peace, and joy.
Doesn't that sound better than M I S E R Y ....
It sounds PRETTY boring to me. I rather go the love, happiness, peace and joy route! Sounds less stressful to me. Acknowledge what is hindering your spirit right now. Is it a bad relationship? Your job is stressing you out but you need the money in order to survive? Bills is just piling up? Remember you can take every negative and turn it into a positive, you know this right?? I hope you do. No matter what is thrown at you, YOU MUST KNOW, that you have control over what manifest and what doesn't.
You and your boyfriend not getting along, and you know you want to leave but you're still holding on, and it's hurting you in the process. You're not happy anymore, you guys are always fighting, you can't stand each other any more. What do you do? Do you sacrifice your happiness to hold on to a relationship that you know won't work out? Or do you just put on your big girl panties and just leave? Do you give misery the company that she wants? Or you are you going to tell misery you're tired of fighting and its just best you guys broke up?
Don't give misery that satisfaction of your life. Your life is way to precious to live a life under a dark cloud all the time. It's draining. And not satisfying either. I found myself entertaining misery because of what happened last year. But I had to come to realization that I have came a long way! I am healed. I am happy. And living stress free!! I refuse to let misery make me bed bound again. Misery tried it but I kicked misery right in the a** and told her to get on with her life.
Tell yourself I love me. Misery can't reside here!!
I love you guys!! Stay up! Don't let nothing ruin your vibe or your energy!! You are fantastic if no one hasn't told you today!!
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