22 & 2017.

Hey hey now. I am so happy to be back. Full force. I have been having this urge to write. I was looking at my previous blog posts, and man can I say Kayla has changed A LOT! My last post was January 2015. 2 years ago, I was 20 years old finding myself and finding a way with life.

Today I am 21, my birthday is in 7 days!! (whoop whoop lol) I will be 22 years young January 17th. 22 feels different. 22 is coming to myself as a woman and a mother, doing things and exploring things that make me happy, being optimistic and open about new opportunities and lessons. I learned a lot along my journey, and that is, to never settle and always speak positivity. The more you invest in yourself and your well being, you will attract all that was meant for you.

Two years ago I couldn't even imagine this woman that I am today. I have lost friendships, relationships, material things, myself over the years. But one thing I never lost was my faith. Everyone goes through that dry season. And you have to remember that you have to go through in order to get through. As I look back over time where I was two years ago and to now, I can say my God is an AWESOME God! Ok?!! He has transformed my life completely and He has changed me as a person. To acknowledge growth.. now that's maturity.

You don't always have to be in that dry season. You can stay there if you want, but do you really want to be in that position? Feeling out of place, not worthy, everything you do is not good enough, no rest, stressing over every detail, just negativity. Or you can get up and say, I've had enough and I can't take this no more! You have to take action. God said you have to put in the work in order to receive all that your heart desires. You can't expect for it to just fall into your lap, you have to go out there and get it.

So that's what 22 means for me. Striving for my greatest version of myself. Being more optimistic. Travel more, explore different cultures and regions. Stepping out of my comfort zone and no caring about what no one else has to say in the process!

I'll be posting more and be on the lookout for my newest venture on YouTube. Feels good to be back! Remember, all things work out for the greater good! Stay encouraged.

Peace. Love. Happiness <3

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