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Hello my beautiful ladies and gents! I hope August has been treating you very well. So far August has been a great month and I cannot complain at all. I don't know what was in the atmosphere in July, but I can totally feel the shift change. So with that being said. I know you see the title and you're probably wondering, what does Mona Lisa have to do with me being a masterpiece? Honey A LOT!!! There's this song by Jazmine Sullivan called "Masterpiece (Mona Lisa)". And in the song she sings, "Every part of me is a vision of a portrait of Mona, of Mona Lisa, every part of me is beautiful, and I finally see I'm a work of art, a masterpiece". That whole entire verse right there is deep within itself. But throughout the entire song she's saying that she went through a time where she told herself that she wasn't good enough, her flaws were ugly. And being exposed about it, she doesn't know how to handle it. Sometimes we tend to forget ho...

Hey my beautiful ladies and gents. How are you?!! Me? Well I am just fantastic. I am happy to be back in my happy place. Writing makes me feel at peace you know? It's just something that I really enjoy doing. And I hope that you guys enjoy my pieces as much as I do. Every word is well felt, when I write it's with a purpose behind it. I am not the "perfect writer" but I have been blessed with a way of words. So with that being said... Let's jump straight to it. So this month, July, has had its toll on me honey. The vibe and energy I have been getting since the beginning of the month has not been the best but I still manage to make it through. I have noticed that my eating habits has changed. My moods has been up and down. I am VERY tired all the time and I am not sure why. Until today... It had hit me. This time last year I was very sick to the point I was bed bound. I couldn't eat for a week and a half. I was throwing up and sh**tting at the same time. S...

Hello my beautiful ladies and gents. I am back with another topic here and I feel very very very great about this one. How have you guys been?? I feel like I am so bad with keeping up. But please bare with me, I will get better I promise! So I just got through writing in my journal. I was sitting in the bathroom and I just had the urge to write. And once I started I couldn't finish. What started as a one page paragraph turned into four pages long. I couldn't even leave the bathroom, words started to flow and I just had to sit for a minute and let my spirit flow. Once I came to the conclusion of  what I was writing it dawned on me that I am really at peace and I am content with where I am in life at this very moment. I know that there is more in stored for me and God has greater plans but in this very time, this very chapter. I am where I am suppose to be. Are you feeling the same way I'm feeling??? Have you ever felt so content with all the things that has happened in...

Hello my beautiful ladies and gents. I am back in full effect with yet another topic that has been on my heart and mental lately. As I mentioned in Ride The Wave, I have been on a spiritual cleanse. At first I made the cleanse for 30 days but I got used to it so I just went ahead and continued it. During my cleanse I'm just focusing on things that make me happy and things that feed my soul. I am all about positive energy, positive people, positive thinking, positive eating, how about positive everything. I don't have time for the negative things and the bad habits. I am at a place in my life where it's time that I take ownership for the things around me. The things that I associate myself with and give my time and energy to. We have to love ourselves first before ANYTHING! So, ask yourself do I love me? And when you say yes, do you feel confident about that yes?? Was it a yes? Or a HELL YEAH!! I LOVE ME AND NO ONE CAN MAKE ME HAPPY LIKE I CAN!! See the difference?? ...

I have been on this spiritual cleanse for about 2-3 weeks now and let me say, honey I am LOVING this journey. I turned my phone on do not disturb, and started focusing more on what's going on around me and myself. You know the saying? Change what you CAN control and let go of what you CAN'T control. Instead of frustrating yourself and getting anxiety over something that is clearly out of your hands, flip it and focus on options that you can control that won't involve you having to take a Xanax to chill out. When I made this decision in my life to just cut out all the negative energy, A LOT was going on in my life. And when I say A LOT. Honey I don't think the average human being can go through that much drama in their life in that short period of time. Because if they do, lord I send angels around them, and I ask God for a sense of peace in their life. That's a heavy load to handle. I know that my God is faithful and nothing can stand against me. But in that mom...

Hey hey now. I am so happy to be back. Full force. I have been having this urge to write. I was looking at my previous blog posts, and man can I say Kayla has changed A LOT! My last post was January 2015. 2 years ago, I was 20 years old finding myself and finding a way with life. Today I am 21, my birthday is in 7 days!! (whoop whoop lol) I will be 22 years young January 17th. 22 feels different. 22 is coming to myself as a woman and a mother, doing things and exploring things that make me happy, being optimistic and open about new opportunities and lessons. I learned a lot along my journey, and that is, to never settle and always speak positivity. The more you invest in yourself and your well being, you will attract all that was meant for you. Two years ago I couldn't even imagine this woman that I am today. I have lost friendships, relationships, material things, myself over the years. But one thing I never lost was my faith. Everyone goes through that dry season. And you hav...