So I wait..

I have been on this spiritual cleanse for about 2-3 weeks now and let me say, honey I am LOVING this journey. I turned my phone on do not disturb, and started focusing more on what's going on around me and myself. You know the saying? Change what you CAN control and let go of what you CAN'T control. Instead of frustrating yourself and getting anxiety over something that is clearly out of your hands, flip it and focus on options that you can control that won't involve you having to take a Xanax to chill out. When I made this decision in my life to just cut out all the negative energy, A LOT was going on in my life. And when I say A LOT. Honey I don't think the average human being can go through that much drama in their life in that short period of time. Because if they do, lord I send angels around them, and I ask God for a sense of peace in their life. That's a heavy load to handle. I know that my God is faithful and nothing can stand against me. But in that mom...

Hey hey now. I am so happy to be back. Full force. I have been having this urge to write. I was looking at my previous blog posts, and man can I say Kayla has changed A LOT! My last post was January 2015. 2 years ago, I was 20 years old finding myself and finding a way with life. Today I am 21, my birthday is in 7 days!! (whoop whoop lol) I will be 22 years young January 17th. 22 feels different. 22 is coming to myself as a woman and a mother, doing things and exploring things that make me happy, being optimistic and open about new opportunities and lessons. I learned a lot along my journey, and that is, to never settle and always speak positivity. The more you invest in yourself and your well being, you will attract all that was meant for you. Two years ago I couldn't even imagine this woman that I am today. I have lost friendships, relationships, material things, myself over the years. But one thing I never lost was my faith. Everyone goes through that dry season. And you hav...