My Story..
When I look back over the years I am in complete awe. My life was a hot mess. I just got to the point where I was tired of being sick and tired. I wasn't always this way. God had to break me , LITERALLY, to get all of my heart. I knew of love but I didn't know how I was supposed to be loved and what love was supposed to feel like. I lost my virginity in middle school. I was always the odd ball. I never really fitted in but I did what I could to fit in. I didn't know my value. They say a father is suppose to show his daughter the true meaning on how to be loved and treated. I love my father and he is the greatest man on this earth. But when it came to being there for his daughter emotionally and spiritually, my dad just wasn't there. So I searched for the love that I wasn't getting from my father, the man who establishes and teaches me my worth. When I lost my virginity I instantly didn't feel the same. I used him to make him want to be in a relationship with m...